"Forgive me, Jack," he whispered more feebly, "for what I have to say.I don't say it in anger, but only because it must be said.Icould not do my duty to you, I could not die contented, until you knew it all.It's a miserable business at best, all around.But it can't be helped now.Only I ought to have fallen by Decker's pistol, and not yours."A flush like fire came into Jack's cheek, and he would have risen;but Hamilton held him fast.
"Listen! In my pocket you will find two letters.Take them--there! You will know the handwriting.But promise you will not read them until you are in a place of safety.Promise me."Jack did not speak, but held the letters between his fingers as if they had been burning coals.
"Promise me," said Hamilton faintly.
"Why?" asked Oakhurst, dropping his friend's hand coldly.
"Because," said the dying man with a bitter smile,--"because--when you have read them--you--will--go back--to capture--and death!"They were his last words.He pressed Jack's hand faintly.Then his grasp relaxed, and he fell back a corpse.
It was nearly ten o'clock at night, and Mrs.Decker reclined languidly upon the sofa with a novel in her hand, while her husband discussed the politics of the country in the bar-room of the hotel.
It was a warm night; and the French window looking out upon a little balcony was partly open.Suddenly she heard a foot upon the balcony, and she raised her eyes from the book with a slight start.
The next moment the window was hurriedly thrust wide, and a man entered.
Mrs.Decker rose to her feet with a little cry of alarm.
"For Heaven's sake, Jack, are you mad? He has only gone for a little while--he may return at any moment.Come an hour later, to-morrow, any time when I can get rid of him--but go, now, dear, at once."Mr.Oakhurst walked toward the door, bolted it, and then faced her without a word.His face was haggard; his coat-sleeve hung loosely over an arm that was bandaged and bloody.
Nevertheless her voice did not falter as she turned again toward him."What has happened, Jack.Why are you here?"He opened his coat, and threw two letters in her lap.
"To return your lover's letters; to kill you--and then myself," he said in a voice so low as to be almost inaudible.
Among the many virtues of this admirable woman was invincible courage.She did not faint; she did not cry out; she sat quietly down again, folded her hands in her lap, and said calmly,--"And why should you not?"
Had she recoiled, had she shown any fear or contrition, had she essayed an explanation or apology, Mr.Oakhurst would have looked upon it as an evidence of guilt.But there is no quality that courage recognizes so quickly as courage.There is no condition that desperation bows before but desperation.And Mr.Oakhurst's power of analysis was not so keen as to prevent him from confounding her courage with a moral quality.Even in his fury, he could not help admiring this dauntless invalid.
"Why should you not?" she repeated with a smile."You gave me life, health, and happiness, Jack.You gave me your love.Why should you not take what you have given? Go on.I am ready."She held out her hands with that same infinite grace of yielding with which she had taken his own on the first day of their meeting at the hotel.Jack raised his head, looked at her for one wild moment, dropped upon his knees beside her, and raised the folds of her dress to his feverish lips.But she was too clever not to instantly see her victory: she was too much of a woman, with all her cleverness, to refrain from pressing that victory home.At the same moment, as with the impulse of an outraged and wounded woman, she rose, and, with an imperious gesture, pointed to the window.
Mr.Oakhurst rose in his turn, cast one glance upon her, and without another word passed out of her presence forever.
When he had gone, she closed the window and bolted it, and, going to the chimney-piece, placed the letters, one by one, in the flame of the candle until they were consumed.I would not have the reader think, that, during this painful operation, she was unmoved.
Her hand trembled, and--not being a brute--for some minutes (perhaps longer) she felt very badly, and the corners of her sensitive mouth were depressed.When her husband arrived, it was with a genuine joy that she ran to him, and nestled against his broad breast with a feeling of security that thrilled the honest fellow to the core.
"But I've heard dreadful news to-night, Elsie," said Mr.Decker, after a few endearments were exchanged.
"Don't tell me any thing dreadful, dear: I'm not well to-night,"she pleaded sweetly.
"But it's about Mr.Oakhurst and Hamilton."
"Please!" Mr.Decker could not resist the petitionary grace of those white hands and that sensitive mouth, and took her to his arms.Suddenly he said, "What's that?"He was pointing to the bosom of her white dress.Where Mr.
Oakhurst had touched her, there was a spot of blood.
It was nothing: she had slightly cut her hand in closing the window; it shut so hard! If Mr.Decker had remembered to close and bolt the shutter before he went out, he might have saved her this.
There was such a genuine irritability and force in this remark, that Mr.Decker was quite overcome by remorse.But Mrs.Decker forgave him with that graciousness which I have before pointed out in these pages.And with the halo of that forgiveness and marital confidence still lingering above the pair, with the reader's permission we will leave them, and return to Mr.Oakhurst.
But not for two weeks.At the end of that time, he walked into his rooms in Sacramento, and in his old manner took his seat at the faro-table.
"How's your arm, Jack?" asked an incautious player.
There was a smile followed the question, which, however, ceased as Jack looked up quietly at the speaker.
"It bothers my dealing a little; but I can shoot as well with my left."The game was continued in that decorous silence which usually distinguished the table at which Mr.John Oakhurst presided.