I remember her quite distinctly at this time.The light that slanted through the oriel of St.Dives choir was wont to fall very tenderly on her beautiful head with its stacked masses of deerskin-colored hair, on the low black arches of her brows, and to deepen the pretty fringes that shaded her eyes of Genoa velvet.Very pleasant it was to watch the opening and shutting of that small straight mouth, with its quick revelation of little white teeth, and to see the foolish blood faintly deepen her satin cheek as you watched.For Mrs.Tretherick was very sweetly conscious of admiration, and, like most pretty women, gathered herself under your eye like a racer under the spur.
And then, of course, there came trouble.I have it from the soprano,--a little lady who possessed even more than the usual unprejudiced judgment of her ***,--that Mrs.Tretherick's conduct was simply shameful; that her conceit was unbearable; that, if she considered the rest of the choir as slaves, she (the soprano) would like to know it; that her conduct on Easter Sunday with the basso had attracted the attention of the whole congregation; and that she herself had noticed Dr.Cope twice look up during the service; that her (the soprano's) friends had objected to her singing in the choir with a person who had been on the stage, but she had waived this.Yet she had it from the best authority that Mrs.Tretherick had run away from her husband, and that this red-haired child who sometimes came in the choir was not her own.The tenor confided to me behind the organ, that Mrs.Tretherick had a way of sustaining a note at the end of a line in order that her voice might linger longer with the congregation,--an act that could be attributed only to a defective moral nature; that as a man (he was a very popular dry-goods clerk on week-days, and sang a good deal from apparently behind his eyebrows on the sabbath)--that as a man, sir, he would put up with it no longer.The basso alone--a short German with a heavy voice, for which he seemed reluctantly responsible, and rather grieved at its possession--stood up for Mrs.Tretherick, and averred that they were jealous of her because she was "bretty."The climax was at last reached in an open quarrel, wherein Mrs.
Tretherick used her tongue with such precision of statement and epithet, that the soprano burst into hysterical tears, and had to be supported from the choir by her husband and the tenor.This act was marked intentionally to the congregation by the omission of the usual soprano solo.Mrs.Tretherick went home flushed with triumph, but on reaching her room frantically told Carry that they were beggars henceforward; that she--her mother--had just taken the very bread out of her darling's mouth, and ended by bursting into a flood of penitent tears.They did not come so quickly as in her old poetical days; but when they came they stung deeply.She was roused by a formal visit from a vestryman,--one of the music committee.Mrs.Tretherick dried her long lashes, put on a new neck-ribbon, and went down to the parlor.She staid there two hours,--a fact that might have occasioned some remark, but that the vestryman was married, and had a family of grown-up daughters.
When Mrs.Tretherick returned to her room, she sang to herself in the glass and scolded Carry--but she retained her place in the choir.
It was not long, however.In due course of time, her enemies received a powerful addition to their forces in the committee-man's wife.That lady called upon several of the church-members and on Dr.Cope's family.The result was, that, at a later meeting of the music committee, Mrs.Tretherick's voice was declared inadequate to the size of the building and she was invited to resign.She did so.She had been out of a situation for two months, and her scant means were almost exhausted, when Ah Fe's unexpected treasure was tossed into her lap.
The gray fog deepened into night, and the street-lamps started into shivering life, as, absorbed in these unprofitable memories, Mrs.
Tretherick still sat drearily at her window.Even Carry had slipped away unnoticed; and her abrupt entrance with the damp evening paper in her hand roused Mrs.Tretherick, and brought her back to an active realization of the present.For Mrs.Tretherick was wont to scan the advertisements in the faint hope of finding some avenue of employment--she knew not what--open to her needs;and Carry had noted this habit.
Mrs.Tretherick mechanically closed the shutters, lit the lights, and opened the paper.Her eye fell instinctively on the following paragraph in the telegraphic column:--"FIDDLETOWN, 7th.--Mr.James Tretherick, an old resident of this place, died last night of delirium tremens.Mr.Tretherick was addicted to intemperate habits, said to have been induced by domestic trouble."Mrs.Tretherick did not start.She quietly turned over another page of the paper, and glanced at Carry.The child was absorbed in a book.Mrs.Tretherick uttered no word, but, during the remainder of the evening, was unusually silent and cold.When Carry was undressed and in bed, Mrs.Tretherick suddenly dropped on her knees beside the bed, and, taking Carry's flaming head between her hands, said,--"Should you like to have another papa, Carry darling?""No," said Carry, after a moment's thought.
"But a papa to help mamma take care of you, to love you, to give you nice clothes, to make a lady of you when you grow up?"Carry turned her sleepy eyes toward the questioner."Should YOU, mamma?"Mrs.Tretherick suddenly flushed to the roots of her hair."Go to sleep," she said sharply, and turned away.
But at midnight the child felt two white arms close tightly around her, and was drawn down into a bosom that heaved, fluttered, and at last was broken up by sobs.