Dr.Anderson thought it well that he should have another year at the grammar-school before going to college.--Robert now occupied Ericson's room, and left his own to Shargar.
Robert heard every week from Miss St.John about Ericson.Her reports varied much; but on the whole he got a little better as the winter went on.She said that the good women at The Boar's Head paid him every attention: she did not say that almost the only way to get him to eat was to carry him delicacies which she had prepared with her own hands.
She had soon overcome the jealousy with which Miss Letty regarded her interest in their guest, and before many days had passed she would walk into the archway and go up to his room without seeing any one, except the sister whom she generally found there.By what gradations their intimacy grew I cannot inform my reader, for on the events lying upon the boundary of my story, I have received very insufficient enlightenment; but the result it is easy to imagine.Ihave already hinted at an early disappointment of Miss St.John.She had grown greatly since, and her estimate of what she had lost had altered considerably in consequence.But the change was more rapid after she became acquainted with Ericson.She would most likely have found the young man she thought she was in love with in the days gone by a very commonplace person now.The heart which she had considered dead to the world had, even before that stormy night in the old house, begun to expostulate against its owner's mistake, by asserting a fair indifference to that portion of its past history.
And now, to her large nature the simplicity, the suffering, the patience, the imagination, the grand poverty of Ericson, were irresistibly attractive.Add to this that she became his nurse, and soon saw that he was not indifferent to her--and if she fell in love with him as only a full-grown woman can love, without Ericson's lips saying anything that might not by Love's jealousy be interpreted as only of grateful affection, why should she not?
And what of Marjory Lindsay? Ericson had not forgotten her.But the brightest star must grow pale as the sun draws near; and on Ericson there were two suns rising at once on the low sea-shore of life whereon he had been pacing up and down moodily for three-and-twenty years, listening evermore to the unprogressive rise and fall of the tidal waves, all talking of the eternal, all unable to reveal it--the sun of love and the sun of death.Mysie and he had never met.She pleased his imagination; she touched his heart with her helplessness; but she gave him no welcome to the shrine of her beauty: he loved through admiration and pity.He broke no faith to her; for he had never offered her any save in looks, and she had not accepted it.She was but a sickly plant grown in a hot-house.
On his death-bed he found a woman a hiding-place from the wind, a covert from the tempest, the shadow of a great rock in a weary land!
A strong she-angel with mighty wings, Mary St.John came behind him as he fainted out of life, tempered the burning heat of the Sun of Death, and laid him to sleep in the cool twilight of her glorious shadow.In the stead of trouble about a wilful, thoughtless girl, he found repose and protection and motherhood in a great-hearted woman.
For Ericson's sake, Robert made some effort to preserve the acquaintance of Mr.Lindsay and his daughter.But he could hardly keep up a conversation with Mr.Lindsay, and Mysie showed herself utterly indifferent to him even in the way of common friendship.He told her of Ericson's illness: she said she was sorry to hear it, and looked miles away.He could never get within a certain atmosphere of--what shall I call it? avertedness that surrounded her.She had always lived in a dream of unrealities; and the dream had almost devoured her life.
One evening Shargar was later than usual in coming home from the walk, or ramble rather, without which he never could settle down to his work.He knocked at Robert's door.
'Whaur do ye think I've been, Robert?'
'Hoo suld I ken, Shargar?' answered Robert, puzzling over a problem.
'I've been haein' a glaiss wi' Jock Mitchell.'
'Wha's Jock Mitchell?'
'My brither Sandy's groom, as I tellt ye afore.'
'Ye dinna think I can min' a' your havers, Shargar.Whaur was the comin' gentleman whan ye gaed to drink wi' a chield like that, wha, gin my memory serves me, ye tauld me yersel' was i' the mids o' a'
his maister's deevilry?'
'Yer memory serves ye weel eneuch to be doon upo' me,' said Shargar.
'But there's a bit wordy 'at they read at the cathedral kirk the last Sunday 'at's stucken to me as gin there was something by ordinar' in 't.'
'What's that?' asked Robert, pretending to go on with his calculations all the time.