Whether it was that the weary woman here fell asleep, or that she was too exhausted for further speech, Robert heard no more, though he remained there frozen with horror for some minutes after his grandmother had ceased.This, then, was the reason why she would never speak about his father! She kept all her thoughts about him for the silence of the night, and loneliness with the God who never sleeps, but watches the wicked all through the dark.And his father was one of the wicked! And God was against him! And when he died he would go to hell! But he was not dead yet: Robert was sure of that.And when he grew a man, he would go and seek him, and beg him on his knees to repent and come back to God, who would forgive him then, and take him to heaven when he died.And there he would be good, and good people would love him.
Something like this passed through the boy's mind ere he moved to creep from the room, for his was one of those natures which are active in the generation of hope.He had almost forgotten what he came there for; and had it not been that he had promised Shargar, he would have crept back to his bed and left him to bear his hunger as best he could.But now, first his right hand, then his left knee, like any other quadruped, he crawled to the door, rose only to his knees to open it, took almost a minute to the operation, then dropped and crawled again, till he had passed out, turned, and drawn the door to, leaving it slightly ajar.Then it struck him awfully that the same terrible passage must be gone through again.But he rose to his feet, for he had no shoes on, and there was little danger of ****** any noise, although it was pitch dark--he knew the house so well.With gathering courage, he felt his way to the kitchen, and there groped about; but he could find nothing beyond a few quarters of oat-cake, which, with a mug of water, he proceeded to carry up to Shargar in the garret.
When he reached the kitchen door, he was struck with amazement and for a moment with fresh fear.A light was shining into the transe from the stair which went up at right angles from the end of it.He knew it could not be grannie, and he heard Betty snoring in her own den, which opened from the kitchen.He thought it must be Shargar who had grown impatient; but how he had got hold of a light he could not think.As soon as he turned the corner, however, the doubt was changed into mystery.At the top of the broad low stair stood a woman-form with a candle in her hand, gazing about her as if wondering which way to go.The light fell full upon her face, the beauty of which was such that, with her dress, which was white--being, in fact, a nightgown--and her hair, which was hanging loose about her shoulders and down to her waist, it led Robert at once to the conclusion (his reasoning faculties already shaken by the events of the night) that she was an angel come down to comfort his grannie; and he kneeled involuntarily at the foot of the stair, and gazed up at her, with the cakes in one hand, and the mug of water in the other, like a meat-and-drink offering.Whether he had closed his eyes or bowed his head, he could not say; but he became suddenly aware that the angel had vanished--he knew not when, how, or whither.This for a time confirmed his assurance that it was an angel.And although he was undeceived before long, the impression made upon him that night was never effaced.But, indeed, whatever Falconer heard or saw was something more to him than it would have been to anybody else.
Elated, though awed, by the vision, he felt his way up the stair in the new darkness, as if walking in a holy dream, trod as if upon sacred ground as he crossed the landing where the angel had stood--went up and up, and found Shargar wide awake with expectant hunger.He, too, had caught a glimmer of the light.But Robert did not tell him what he had seen.That was too sacred a subject to enter upon with Shargar, and he was intent enough upon his supper not to be inquisitive.
Robert left him to finish it at his leisure, and returned to cross his grandmother's room once more, half expecting to find the angel standing by her bedside.But all was dark and still.Creeping back as he had come, he heard her quiet, though deep, breathing, and his mind was at ease about her for the night.What if the angel he had surprised had only come to appear to grannie in her sleep? Why not?
There were such stories in the Bible, and grannie was certainly as good as some of the people in the Bible that saw angels--Sarah, for instance.And if the angels came to see grannie, why should they not have some care over his father as well? It might be--who could tell?
It is perhaps necessary to explain Robert's vision.The angel was the owner of the boxes he had seen at The Bear's Head.Looking around her room before going to bed, she had seen a trap in the floor near the wall, and raising it, had discovered a few steps of a stair leading down to a door.Curiosity naturally led her to examine it.The key was in the lock.It opened outwards, and there she found herself, to her surprise, in the heart of another dwelling, of lowlier aspect.She never saw Robert; for while he approached with shoeless feet, she had been glancing through the open door of the gable-room, and when he knelt, the light which she held in her hand had, I presume, hidden him from her.He, on his part, had not observed that the moveless door stood open at last.
I have already said that the house adjoining had been built by Robert's father.The lady's room was that which he had occupied with his wife, and in it Robert had been born.The door, with its trap-stair, was a natural invention for uniting the levels of the two houses, and a desirable one in not a few of the forms which the weather assumed in that region.When the larger house passed into other hands, it had never entered the minds of the ****** people who occupied the contiguous dwellings, to build up the doorway between.