'I am very glad you have come, Gordon,' he said.'I was wanting to see you.I have got things nearly ready now.Next month, or at latest, the one after, we shall sail; and I have some business with you which had better be arranged at once.No one knows what is going to happen.The man who believes the least in chance knows as little as the man who believes in it the most.My will is in the hands of Dobson.I have left you everything.'
I was dumb.
'Have you any objection?' he said, a little anxiously.
'Am I able to fulfil the conditions?' I faltered.
'I have burdened you with no conditions,' he returned.'I don't believe in conditions.I know your heart and mind now.I trust you perfectly.'
'I am unworthy of it.'
'That is for me to judge.'
'Will you have no trustees?'
'Not one.'
'What do you want me to do with your property?'
'You know well enough.Keep it going the right way.'
'I will always think what you would like.'
'No; do not.Think what is right; and where there is no right or wrong plain in itself, then think what is best.You may see good reason to change some of my plans.You may be wrong; but you must do what you see right--not what I see or might see right.'
'But there is no need to talk so seriously about it,' I said.'You will manage it yourself for many years yet.Make me your steward, if you like, during your absence: I will not object to that.'
'You do not object to the other, I hope?'
'No.'
'Then so let it be.The other, of course.I have, being a lawyer myself, taken good care not to trust myself only with the arranging of these matters.I think you will find them all right.'
'But supposing you should not return--you have compelled me to make the supposition--'
'Of course.Go on.'
'What am I to do with the money in the prospect of following you?'
'Ah! that is the one point on which I want a word, although I do not think it is necessary.I want to entail the property.'
'How?'
'By word of mouth,' he answered, laughing.'You must look out for a right man, as I have done, get him to know your ways and ideas, and if you find him worthy--that is a grand wide word--our Lord gave it to his disciples--leave it all to him in the same way I have left it to you, trusting to the spirit of truth that is in him, the spirit of God.You can copy my will--as far as it will apply, for you may have, one way or another, lost the half of it by that time.But, by word of mouth, you must make the same condition with him as I have made with you--that is, with regard to his leaving it, and the conditions on which he leaves it, adding the words, "that it may descend thus in perpetuum." And he must do the same.'
He broke into a quiet laugh.I knew well enough what he meant.But he added:
'That means, of course, for as long as there is any.'
'Are you sure you are doing right, Falconer?' I said.
'Quite.It is better to endow one man, who will work as the Father works, than a hundred charities.But it is time I went to fetch my father.Will you go with me?'
This was all that passed between us on the subject, save that, on our way, he told me to move to his rooms, and occupy them until he returned.
'My papers,' he added, 'I commit to your discretion.'
On our way back from Queen Square, he joked and talked merrily.
Andrew joined in.Robert showed himself delighted with every attempt at gaiety or wit that Andrew made.When we reached the house, something that had occurred on the way made him turn to Martin Chuzzlewit, and he read Mrs.Gamp's best to our great enjoyment.
I went down with the two to Southampton, to see them on board the steamer.I staid with them there until she sailed.It was a lovely morning in the end of April, when at last I bade them farewell on the quarter-deck.My heart was full.I took his hand and kissed it.He put his arms round me, and laid his cheek to mine.I was strong to bear the parting.
The great iron steamer went down in the middle of the Atlantic, and I have not yet seen my friend again.