But if she can marry a good, kind, respectable gentleman, I think she had better make up her mind to it.They speak very well of you, sir, in the house, and, if you will allow me to say so, I like your face.You have a very different appearance from the late count, he wasn't five feet high.And they say your fortune is beyond everything.There's no harm in that.
So I beseech you to be patient, sir,, and bide your time.
If I don't say this to you, sir, perhaps no one will.
Of course it is not for me to make any promises.I can answer for nothing.But I think your chance is not so bad, sir.
I am nothing but a weary old woman in my quiet corner, but one woman understands another, and I think I make out the countess.
I received her in my arms when she came into the world and her first wedding day was the saddest of my life.
She owes it to me to show me another and a brighter one.
If you will hold firm, sir--and you look as if you would--I think we may see it."
"I am much obliged to you for your encouragement," said Newman, heartily.
"One can't have too much.I mean to hold firm.And if Madame de Cintre marries me you must come and live with her."The old woman looked at him strangely, with her soft, lifeless eyes.
"It may seem a heartless thing to say, sir, when one has been forty years in a house, but I may tell you that I should like to leave this place.""Why, it's just the time to say it," said Newman, fervently.
"After forty years one wants a change."
"You are very kind, sir;" and this faithful servant dropped another curtsey and seemed disposed to retire.
But she lingered a moment and gave a timid, joyless smile.
Newman was disappointed, and his fingers stole half shyly half irritably into his waistcoat-pocket.His informant noticed the movement."Thank God I am not a Frenchwoman," she said.
"If I were, I would tell you with a brazen simper, old as I am, that if you please, monsieur, my information is worth something.
Let me tell you so in my own decent English way.
It IS worth something."
"How much, please?" said Newman.
"Simply this: a promise not to hint to the countess that Ihave said these things."
"If that is all, you have it," said Newman.
"That is all, sir.Thank you, sir.Good day, sir." And having once more slid down telescope-wise into her scanty petticoats, the old woman departed.
At the same moment Madame de Cintre came in by an opposite door.
She noticed the movement of the other portiere and asked Newman who had been entertaining him.
"The British female!" said Newman."An old lady in a black dress and a cap, who curtsies up and down, and expresses herself ever so well.""An old lady who curtsies and expresses herself?....Ah, you mean poor Mrs.Bread.I happen to know that you have made a conquest of her.""Mrs.Cake, she ought to be called," said Newman."She is very sweet.
She is a delicious old woman."
Madame de Cintre looked at him a moment."What can she have said to you?
She is an excellent creature, but we think her rather dismal.""I suppose," Newman answered presently, "that I like her because she has lived near you so long.Since your birth, she told me.""Yes," said Madame de Cintre, simply; "she is very faithful;I can trust her."
Newman had never made any reflections to this lady upon her mother and her brother Urbain; had given no hint of the impression they made upon him.But, as if she had guessed his thoughts, she seemed careful to avoid all occasion for ****** him speak of them.She never alluded to her mother's domestic decrees;she never quoted the opinions of the marquis.
They had talked, however, of Valentin, and she had made no secret of her extreme affection for her younger brother.
Newman listened sometimes with a certain harmless jealousy;he would have liked to divert some of her tender allusions to his own credit.Once Madame de Cintre told him with a little air of triumph about something that Valentin had done which she thought very much to his honor.It was a service he had rendered to an old friend of the family; something more "serious" than Valentin was usually supposed capable of being.
Newman said he was glad to hear of it, and then began to talk about something which lay upon his own heart.
Madame de Cintre listened, but after a while she said, "I don't like the way you speak of my brother Valentin."Hereupon Newman, surprised, said that he had never spoken of him but kindly.
"It is too kindly," said Madame de Cintre."It is a kindness that costs nothing; it is the kindness you show to a child.
It is as if you didn't respect him."
"Respect him? Why I think I do."
"You think? If you are not sure, it is no respect.""Do you respect him?" said Newman."If you do, I do.""If one loves a person, that is a question one is not bound to answer,"said Madame de Cintre.
"You should not have asked it of me, then.I am very fond of your brother.""He amuses you.But you would not like to resemble him.""I shouldn't like to resemble any one.It is hard enough work resembling one's self.""What do you mean," asked Madame de Cintre, "by resembling one's self?""Why, doing what is expected of one.Doing one's duty.""But that is only when one is very good.""Well, a great many people are good," said Newman.
"Valentin is quite good enough for me."
Madame de Cintre was silent for a short time."He is not good enough for me,"she said at last."I wish he would do something.""What can he do?" asked Newman.
"Nothing.Yet he is very clever."
"It is a proof of cleverness," said Newman, "to be happy without doing anything.""I don't think Valentin is happy, in reality.He is clever, generous, brave;but what is there to show for it? To me there is something sad in his life, and sometimes I have a sort of foreboding about him.
I don't know why, but l fancy he will have some great trouble--perhaps an unhappy end."