If spring came at all to Oak Creek Canyon it warmed into summer before Carley had time to languish with the fever characteristic of early June in the East.
As if by magic it seemed the green grass sprang up, the green buds opened into leaves, the bluebells and primroses bloomed, the apple and peach blossoms burst exquisitely white and pink against the blue sky.Oak Creek fell to a transparent, beautiful brook, leisurely eddying in the stone walled nooks, hurrying with murmur and babble over the little falls.The mornings broke clear and fragrantly cool, the noon hours seemed to lag under a hot sun, the nights fell like dark mantles from the melancholy star-sown sky.
Carley had stubbornly kept on riding and climbing until she killed her secret doubt that she was really a thoroughbred, until she satisfied her own insistent vanity that she could train to a point where this outdoor life was not too much for her strength.She lost flesh despite increase of appetite; she lost her pallor for a complexion of gold-brown she knew her Eastern friends would admire; she wore out the blisters and aches and pains; she found herself growing firmer of muscle, lither of line, deeper of chest.And in addition to these physical manifestations there were subtle intimations of a delight in a ******* of body she had never before known, of an exhilaration in action that made her hot and made her breathe, of a sloughing off of numberless petty and fussy and luxurious little superficialities which she had supposed were necessary to her happiness.
What she had undertaken in vain conquest of Glenn's pride and Flo Hutter's Western tolerance she had found to be a boomerang.She had won Glenn's admiration; she had won the Western girl's recognition.But her passionate, stubborn desire had been ignoble, and was proved so by the rebound of her achievement, coming home to her with a sweetness she had not the courage to accept.She forced it from her.This West with its rawness, its ruggedness, she hated.
Nevertheless, the June days passed, growing dreamily swift, growing more incomprehensibly full; and still she had not broached to Glenn the main object of her visit--to take him back East.Yet a little while longer! She hated his work and had not talked of that.Yet an honest consciousness told her that as time flew by she feared more and more to tell him that he was wasting his life there and that she could not bear it.Still was he wasting it? Once in a while a timid and unfamiliar Carley Burch voiced a pregnant query.Perhaps what held Carley back most was the happiness she achieved in her walks and rides with Glenn.She lingered because of them.Every day she loved him more, and yet--there was something.Was it in her or in him? She had a woman's assurance of his love and sometimes she caught her breath--so sweet and strong was the tumultuous emotion it stirred.She preferred to enjoy while she could, to dream instead of think.But it was not possible to hold a blank, dreamy, lulled consciousness all the time.Thought would return.And not always could she drive away a feeling that Glenn would never be her slave.She divined something in his mind that kept him gentle and kindly, restrained always, sometimes melancholy and aloof, as if he were an impassive destiny waiting for the iron consequences he knew inevitably must fall.What was this that he knew which she did not know?
The idea haunted her.Perhaps it was that which compelled her to use all her woman's wiles and charms on Glenn.Still, though it thrilled her to see she made him love her more as the days passed, she could not blind herself to the truth that no softness or allurement of hers changed this strange restraint in him.How that baffled her! Was it resistance or knowledge or nobility or doubt?
Flo Hutter's twentieth birthday came along the middle of June, and all the neighbors and range hands for miles around were invited to celebrate it.
For the second time during her visit Carley put on the white gown that had made Flo gasp with delight, and had stunned Mrs.Hutter, and had brought a reluctant compliment from Glenn.Carley liked to create a sensation.What were exquisite and expensive gowns for, if not that?
It was twilight on this particular June night when she was ready to go downstairs, and she tarried a while on the long porch.The evening star, so lonely and radiant, so cold and passionless in the dusky blue, had become an object she waited for and watched, the same as she had come to love the dreaming, murmuring melody of the waterfall.She lingered there.What had the sights and sounds and smells of this wild canyon come to mean to her?
She could not say.But they had changed immeasurably.
Her soft slippers made no sound on the porch, and as she turned the corner of the house, where shadows hovered thick, she heard Lee Stanton's voice:
"But, Flo, you loved me before Kilbourne came."The content, the pathos, of his voice chained Carley to the spot.Some situations, like fate, were beyond resisting.
"Shore I did," replied Flo, dreamily.This was the voice of a girl who was being confronted by happy and sad thoughts on her birthday.
"Don't you--love me--still?" he asked, huskily.
"Why, of course, Lee! I don't change," she said.
"But then, why--" There for the moment his utterance or courage failed.
"Lee, do you want the honest to God's truth?""I reckon--I do."
"Well, I love you just as I always did," replied Flo, earnestly."But, Lee, I love him more than you or anybody.""My Heaven! Flo--you'll ruin us all!" he exclaimed, hoarsely.
"No, I won't either.You can't say I'm not level headed.I hated to tell you this, Lee, but you made me.""Flo, you love me an' him--two men?" queried Stanton, incredulously.
"I shore do," she drawled, with a soft laugh."And it's no fun.""Reckon I don't cut much of a figure alongside Kilbourne," said Stanton, disconsolately.