There isn't a wish you could form which I wouldn't be proud to obey. You mustn 誸 reckon me by years. My youth has not been wasted in a profligate life； I can be truer to you and fonder of you than many ayounger man. Surely my heart is not quite unworthy of you， when it is all yours. I have lived such a lonely， miserable life--and you might so easily brighten it. You are kind to everybody else， Isabel. Tell me， dear， why are you so hard on _me？_"His voice trembled as he appealed to her in those ****** words. He had taken the right way at last to produce an impression on her. She really felt for him. All that was true and tender in her nature began to rise in her and take his part. Unhappily， he felt too deeply and too strongly to be patient， and give her time. He completely misinterpreted her silence-- completely mistook the motive that made her turn aside for a moment， to gather composure enough to speak to him. "Ah！" he burst out bitterly， turning away on his side， "you have no heart."She instantly resented those unjust words. At that moment they wounded her to the quick.
"You know best，" she said. "I have no doubt you are right. Remember one thing， however， that though I have no heart， I have never encouraged you， Mr. Moody. I have declared over and over again that I could only be your friend. Understand that for the future， if you please. There are plenty of nice women who will be glad to marry you， I have no doubt. You will always have my best wishes for your welfare. Good-morning. Her Ladyship will wonder what has become of me. Be so kind as to let me pass."Tortured by the passion that consumed him， Moody obstinately kept his place between Isabel and the door. The unworthy suspicion of her， which had been in his mind all through the interview， now forced its way outwards to expression at last.
"No woman ever used a man as you use me without some reason for it，" he said. "You have kept your secret wonderfully well--but sooner or later all secrets get found out. I know what is in your mind as well as you know it yourself. You are in love with some other man."Isabel's face flushed deeply； the defensive pride of her *** was up in arms in an instant. She cast one disdainful look at Moody， without troubling herself to express her contempt in words. "Stand out of my way， sir！" --that was all she said to him.
"You are in love with some other man，" he reiterated passionately. "Deny it if you can！""Deny it？" she repeated， with flashing eyes. "What right have you to ask the question？ Am I not free to do as I please？"He stood looking at her， meditating his next words with a sudden and sinister change to self-restraint. Suppressed rage was in his rigidly set eyes， suppressed rage was in his trembling hand as he raised it emphatically while he spoke his next words.
"I have one thing more to say，" he answered， "and then I have done. If I am not your husband， no other man shall be. Look well to it， Isabel Miller. If there _is_ another man between us， I can tell him this--he shall find it no easy matter to rob me of you！"She started， and turned pale--but it was only for a moment. The high spirit that was in her rose brightly in her eyes， and faced him without shrinking.
"Threats？" she said， with quiet contempt. "When you make love， Mr. Moody， you take strange ways of doing it. My conscience is easy. You may try to frighten me， but you will not succeed. When you have recovered your temper I will accept your excuses." She paused， and pointed to the table. "There is the letter that you told me to leave for you when I had sealed it，" she went on. "I suppose you have her Ladyship's orders. Isn't it time you began to think of obeying them？"The contemptuous composure of her tone and manner seemed to act on Moody with crushing effect. Without a word of answer， the unfortunate steward took up the letter from the table. Without a word of answer， he walked mechanically to the great door which opened on the staircase-- turned on the threshold to look at Isabel--waited a moment， pale and still-- and suddenly left the room.
That silent departure， that hopeless submission， impressed Isabel inspite of herself. The sustaining sense of injury and insult sank， as it were， from under her the moment she was alone. He had not been gone a minute before she began to be sorry for him once more. The interview had taught her nothing. She was neither old enough nor experienced enough to understand the overwhelming revolution produced in a man's character when he feels the passion of love for the first time in the maturity of his life. If Moody had stolen a kiss at the first opportunity， she would have resented the liberty he had taken with her； but she would have thoroughly understood him. His terrible earnestness， his overpowering agitation， his abrupt violence--all these evidences of a passion that was a mystery to himself--simply puzzled her. "I'm sure I didn't wish to hurt his feelings" (such was the form that her reflections took， in her present penitent frame of mind)； "but why did he provoke me？ It is a shame to tell me that I love some other man--when there is no other man. I declare I begin to hate the men， if they are all like Mr. Moody. I wonder whether he will forgive me when he sees me again？ I'm sure I'm willing to forget and forgive on my side--especially if he won't insist on my being fond of him because he is fond of me. Oh， dear！ I wish he would come back and shake hands. It's enough to try the patience of a saint to be treated in this way. I wish I was ugly！ The ugly ones have a quiet time of it--the men let them be. Mr. Moody！ Mr. Moody！" She went out to the landing and called to him softly. There was no answer. He was no longer in the house. She stood still for a moment in silent vexation. "I'll go to Tommie！" she decided. "I'm sure he's the more agreeable company of the two. And--oh， good gracious！ there's Mr. Hardyman waiting to give me my instructions！ How do I look， I wonder？"She consulted the glass once more--gave one or two corrective touches to her hair and her cap--and hastened into the boudoir.