It only seemed to him that Miss Garland secretly mistrusted him, and that he must leave her to render him the service, after he had gone, of ****** him the object of a little firm derogation.
Mrs.Hudson talked with low-voiced eagerness about her son.
"He 's very lovable, sir, I assure you.When you come to know him you 'll find him very lovable.He 's a little spoiled, of course;he has always done with me as he pleased; but he 's a good boy, I 'm sure he 's a good boy.And every one thinks him very attractive:
I 'm sure he 'd be noticed, anywhere.Don't you think he 's very handsome, sir? He features his poor father.
I had another--perhaps you 've been told.He was killed."And the poor little lady bravely smiled, for fear of doing worse.
"He was a very fine boy, but very different from Roderick.
Roderick is a little strange; he has never been an easy boy.
Sometimes I feel like the goose--was n't it a goose, dear?"and startled by the audacity of her comparison she appealed to Miss Garland--"the goose, or the hen, who hatched a swan's egg.
I have never been able to give him what he needs.I have always thought that in more--in more brilliant circumstances he might find his place and be happy.But at the same time I was afraid of the world for him; it was so large and dangerous and dreadful.
No doubt I know very little about it.I never suspected, I confess, that it contained persons of such liberality as yours."Rowland replied that, evidently, she had done the world but scanty justice.
"No," objected Miss Garland, after a pause, "it is like something in a fairy tale.""What, pray?"
"Your coming here all unknown, so rich and so polite, and carrying off my cousin in a golden cloud."If this was badinage Miss Garland had the best of it, for Rowland almost fell a-musing silently over the question whether there was a possibility of irony in that transparent gaze.Before he withdrew, Mrs.Hudson made him tell her again that Roderick's powers were extraordinary.
He had inspired her with a clinging, caressing faith in his wisdom.
"He will really do great things," she asked, "the very greatest?""I see no reason in his talent itself why he should not.""Well, we 'll think of that as we sit here alone," she rejoined.
"Mary and I will sit here and talk about it.So I give him up,"she went on, as he was going."I 'm sure you 'll be the best of friends to him, but if you should ever forget him, or grow tired of him, or lose your interest in him, and he should come to any harm or any trouble, please, sir, remember"--And she paused, with a tremulous voice.
"Remember, my dear madam?"
"That he is all I have--that he is everything--and that it would be very terrible.""In so far as I can help him, he shall succeed," was all Rowland could say.
He turned to Miss Garland, to bid her good night, and she rose and put out her hand.She was very straightforward, but he could see that if she was too modest to be bold, she was much too ****** to be shy.
"Have you no charge to lay upon me?" he asked--to ask her something.
She looked at him a moment and then, although she was not shy, she blushed.
"Make him do his best," she said.
Rowland noted the soft intensity with which the words were uttered.
"Do you take a great interest in him?" he demanded.
"Certainly."
"Then, if he will not do his best for you, he will not do it for me."She turned away with another blush, and Rowland took his leave.
He walked homeward, thinking of many things.The great Northampton elms interarched far above in the darkness, but the moon had risen and through scattered apertures was hanging the dusky vault with silver lamps.There seemed to Rowland something intensely serious in the scene in which he had just taken part.
He had laughed and talked and braved it out in self-defense;but when he reflected that he was really meddling with the ****** stillness of this little New England home, and that he had ventured to disturb so much living security in the interest of a far-away, fantastic hypothesis, he paused, amazed at his temerity.It was true, as Cecilia had said, that for an unofficious man it was a singular position.
There stirred in his mind an odd feeling of annoyance with Roderick for having thus peremptorily enlisted his sympathies.
As he looked up and down the long vista, and saw the clear white houses glancing here and there in the broken moonshine, he could almost have believed that the happiest lot for any man was to make the most of life in some such tranquil spot as that.
Here were kindness, comfort, safety, the warning voice of duty, the perfect hush of temptation.And as Rowland looked along the arch of silvered shadow and out into the lucid air of the American night, which seemed so doubly vast, somehow, and strange and nocturnal, he felt like declaring that here was beauty too--beauty sufficient for an artist not to starve upon it.
As he stood, lost in the darkness, he presently heard a rapid tread on the other side of the road, accompanied by a loud, jubilant whistle, and in a moment a figure emerged into an open gap of moonshine.
He had no difficulty in recognizing Hudson, who was presumably returning from a visit to Cecilia.Roderick stopped suddenly and stared up at the moon, with his face vividly illumined.
He broke out into a snatch of song:--
"The splendor falls on castle wallsAnd snowy summits old in story!"And with a great, musical roll of his voice he went swinging off into the darkness again, as if his thoughts had lent him wings.
He was dreaming of the inspiration of foreign lands,--of castled crags and historic landscapes.What a pity, after all, thought Rowland, as he went his own way, that he should n't have a taste of it!
It had been a very just remark of Cecilia's that Roderick would change with a change in his circumstances.Rowland had telegraphed to New York for another berth on his steamer, and from the hour the answer came Hudson's spirits rose to incalculable heights.He was radiant with good-humor, and his kindly jollity seemed the pledge of a brilliant future.